Oh, The summer has gone, and there are many people search this song at this time, September 30th. And I'm the one in the millions who did this thing.

But, the lyrics may not relate to my feeling this moment, but I really want to put an end to this Stupid September. Actually, This month bring many sorrows to me, at least, there are 2 news, One's bad and one's good, but the Bad is what I hope so much... The september gives me 2 things that brings me hope for a free future, stand in my foots by myself. But, it brings me disappointments. I have to learn to become stronger, cold in my head, Specialy dare to say, dare to meet many things firsts. If I can't say, there will emerge many troubles that i can't expect.

I lost a course that I want to learn. This september, the cold began, the sick began too, sometimes, I feel I saw the deathgod, And the way to study abroad is very dark. I cried that moment. All the time I fall in dreams, Afraid of wake up and see many things that cruel,  white, and dark. See that I'm useless ...

And, I miss a person very much, I can not to tell with any one, refuse the one who care for me, just because I'm afraid of one day you will leave me for a faraway horizon.

This October, I wish many things will be alright, the month of strong scorpion, the month of me, birthday month. Hope everythings will be clearer, and I have much strength to pass this hard period. And, At the High and Cold place that I want to go one time in this youth. There will be a meaningful Birthday Party. 

Hope many things will be Alright, this October.

Wake me up when September End.